Why us?

Sometimes I wonder why God chose our family to face all of this problems. Ewan ko, after interview of the scholarship I felt empty, I felt pathetic. Why do some kids have more than what they need while we suffer from our debts? Not to be able to eat all the foods that we want, unable to buy expensive branded clothes and why do the hell I have to apply for scholarships?! Why us when it could be someone else?
Forgive me my Creator but I feel so alone, so pathetic, helpless. Bakit ang pamilya ko pa?


xoxo,
princessngaako