lost

I really don't know how to start this post.
I am so broken, I am not being emo or what, I am just broken.
I really thought he could wait, that he would understand why I broke up with him, that he will be patient enough, but he wasn't.

I texted him, he told me he will, I checked his friendster before typing my homework and boom, my world fell apart, his ex, now his new present, I am now the past, the history. I wanna cry, shout, slap him, I don't want to move, but once again I'm writing this, because I think that if I will write this all down I'd feel better, the pain will fade away, like all that I feel will be pured out to this post and I will be my old self again, but I will never be.

It will be long before I would be able to recover from this pain. I feel so pathetic, even ice cream can't solve my problem. I wouldn't be able to function properly for a long time, "happy now? both of you?"

What goes around always comes around,
all I want to do is cut your head and serve it in a gold platter.

♥princessngaako