goodbye...

They said that there are actually good things in goodbyes, I don't know whether I'd believe it or not.
I recently committed one of my biggest mistakes, falling for two men at the same time. My engineer for 1 year and 7 months and my mojo jojo for 3 weeks, last night, I told them everything, the facts that they're supposed to know, they loved me, believe me or not I loved them too, equally as I call it. I had a hard night, but it was even harder to wake up, I thought I was just having a bad dream, but I wasn't... I got to choose, the 1 year and 7 months relationship ended, call me stupid or what but he has to go, I don't deserve him. Well as for mojo, it was his wish to stay, though I disapprove of it I have nothing to do about it. I'm gonna tell mom everything later. It hurts like hell, but I've come to accept it, it was my fault, all my fault, but all the blaming wouldn't bring back what is lost. I have to move on, to learn from my mistakes, to grow.
I must accept the consequences, after all, they say, that there are actually good things in goodbyes...



♥princessngaako

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

sorry to hear that. di bale for sure, everything will be okay.

Anonymous said...

..guess who ube is??

..none other than me!!hahahaha

Anonymous said...

..i am the "ube" she's talking about..hehehe

go go go strawberry!!

mwahhh/...