With all the things that happened I can't believe that I'm still striving.
I don't know why I'm writing this things, telling the whole world about it, maybe because if I'd write it down, the pain will fade away...
I really want to cry, its just that I've cried hard enough and crying wouldn't make things any better.
My father left our house with all of his things, shouldn't I be happy? He's hurting my mother, I should be happy. When i was young all I thought was even though we're not rich, my family's complete, and that's more than all the riches in the world, but now it's gone. The only treasure that I have been proud of. And that's not it, now that my father is gone, my mother is left with all the financial problems, sending me to Silliman, providing for me and my sister, paying for our other house and everything. I don't how she'll make it, all I know is God will provide.
God will never let us down, I just hope we'll be able to make it, I hate to see my mama suffering...
p.s.
thank you jathniel,
mojo jojo ko,
for everything. :)
6 comments:
Sorry for what happened.
Same thing occurred in our home two years ago, but my mother was the one who left us, along with my two younger sisters.
Sad to say, I didn't think I could get over it. I even started failing some of my subjects.
But things turn up when you least expect it.
It helps to talk to someone. I tried acting unaffected and after a number of weeks I broke down because of that. So don't just keep it all in. You can even talk to your mom about it.
Everything's gonna be okay. :]
very sorry for what happened. true that the family is a very precious treasures. I am very sad for what even i don't want this to happen to my family or my friends family.
Pre i don't know what to say to you. but one thing is running in my mind:
Be faithful to the Lord, this is just an obstacle that you will face in this harsh environment in this world. all obstacles from the Lord are blessings. As a child of God be strong! Don't let the enemy destroy you and your family. You are not the only one facing this kind of situation. many people are. its just the trend of the world we live in right now. a very cruel trend.
That is all what i can say to you right now. i'll tell you more when we meet. Remember i am your friend and i'll always be here good or bad.
"omorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I...I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
'Cause I...I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like bein' quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winnin' and losin' and tryin'
We'll be together
'Cause I will be here
Tomorrow mornin' if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I...I'll be here
Just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
I...I will be here
I will be here
You can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true
To the promise I have made
To you and to the
One who gave you to me
I...I will be here
And just as sure as seasons are made for change
Our lifetimes are made for years
'Cause I...
I will be here....
We'll be together, forever
'Cause I will be here
I will be here "
- I will be here of Gary Valenciano.
Aww....sorry for what happened....but I'm sure God will never leave you....We have the same family problem and it took a while for it to be resolved....Anyway, I hope you won't give up that easily....Always remember God is there to help and guide you....And all the things in this world has their own reasons....You just have to face the fact and move on....There is no problem in this world that can't be resolved and God never leaves us behind :) So smile sis! Never give up :)
yes youre right about that. God will provide everything that you need if you follow him. it's good to know that you're concerned with your mom. a lot of kids today lose their parents but still they do not pay attention. I pray that everything that would happen to you today will be for the best. God has a reason for everything thats been happening to you. I hope you'll never stop relying on him the way you do today. So, all I can do is pray for you sis. He's gonna do the rest. :)
thank you for all the support guys.
I appreciate it, so much. :)
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