The Complicated Life

I went back into blogging because of a certain person.
Going back, I think I have the right to share what I've been doing lately.

I recently won as the College of Mass Communication President, after all the drama, I won, which I didn't expect really, considering that I'm still in my second year. Oh well everything happens for a reason and God made me won for a special purpose(don't get me wrong, I'm happy I won).
I've also been working at the Office of Information and Publication Office, the university hired me which makes me a lot busier now, but no biggie, I love my job, too much.

And finally, Summer is almost here! I'm so excited and I'm still waiting for my Japan letter, I'll be going to Ateneo too, for a conference (FLAF- Future Leaders of Asia Forum, which reminds me to fill out the application form) and I'm quite excited because it will be my first time to go there.

I have a lot of things going on to my mind right now.
My life have been complicated for two years now, how I wish my life would go back to its simplicity just like when I was in high school, oh well- I know the real world will be more difficult. :|

God bless you and me.
♥precious grace

Grateful

So I had millions of ideas earlier for a blog post and they're now all gone. Maybe they went with my crush in my last subject today (Religion, 5-6 PM). LOL.

OMG. I am now enlightened, I can now remember stuffs! I'm so happy! seriously, I'm happy now.

So I'm hoping to go to Japan early next year for the JENYSYS Program (10-day visit Japan Program) to learn about their culture and of course, introduce ours to them. Please pray that I'd be able to pass all the requirements on time (especially my passport, I hope it won't take too long because this is my first time to apply for one). So here's to hoping!

Another thing concerning my post last November 4 (here). One reasons why I was depressed was shown on my post and the other thing is the fact that my teacher told me that I almost failed my major subject (News Writing). I was so depressed that I was thinking into shifting to another course because I felt like MassCom is not for me (but I really love MassCom) then last Monday, I talked to my teacher and she told me that the reason why I had a low grade is because she lost my essay on News writing Ethics, she found it and guess what? I had very good grades! Oh my. I'm so happy.

I would like to thank everyone who are really really nice, those who gave advices and stuffs. I love you. I am so inspired.

And before I go attend that meaning, I want to share a very inspiring quote. XD


IN ENGLISH: Always remember where you came from.
(Just because someone's asking me to translate it. LOL.)

God bless you people and thank you for reading this.
♥precious grace

Not Again

I don't know where to write this, I don't know whom to talk to.
I can't talk to my mom because I failed her, not to my sister, she's 13 and definitely not to my father. My friends aren't here and I'm not in the mood to talk to them too.
I feel so pathetic. once again, I failed everyone, especially myself. Stupid Bio! If I just had a higher grade I would've had my scholarship back. I already accepted the fact that I won't be marching on Honor's day because my grades weren't that outstanding last semester but I promised myself I'd get my scholarship back.

Only God knows what I did wrong.
Was that because of my partying during Saturday nights?
Is it because of my extra-curricular activities?
Was it because my classes starts too early?
What did I do wrong to deserve this?

I have to talk to my Biology teacher. I need to.
I desperately want to end my life right now, (which is more pathetic than not qualifying for scholarship). I felt like everything that I've worked hard for is gone.


Lord God help me.

♥precious grace

First Day High

GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE

I would like to thank everyone who have been visiting my blog (and you too who's reading this right now). I'm not anyone so it means so much that people are caring what I blog. So, thank you.
Second Semester at Silliman University starts today and I'm still here at home (Silliman U is a 5-hour land trip from home), my parents are supportive of my one week extended sembreak. I'm so proud of them, really. LOL.
So I changed my since-high-school-username princessngaako to my real name, precious grace. I don't know what got into me.

I actually don't have anything interesting to share today (except the fact that my boyfriend left me without saying a word) -but i don't want to discuss that, the hell with him.

Before I end this post, I would like to share something that made me laugh last night. Got it from Facebook.



♥precious grace

the Empty Canvas

They say that every artist’s fear is an empty canvas; I believe writers fear that too, an empty paper or an empty word document. Hehe.

I’ve been staring at my empty word document for hours now, I guess it was days already when I decided that I have to write something or I’ll be dead meat.

I only have a few hours before my deadline and I also don’t know why I am still writing this nonsense, truth is, I’m hoping that out of the blue, the inspiration would come (no offense B, I like your story but am really just lost) yes lost, that’s the word, anyway, B is my topic for my personality profile article, I should consider myself lucky, because the other section was asked to write 4 pages of it, our section you ask, she didn’t set us anything, just pass the thing and you’re off to go.


So that’s it, my randomness, good morning by the way. (:





♥princessngaako

Trying To Make Sense

Writing has been my way of de-stressing my self since I was in elementary. It’s like a part of my senses, without it, I’d rather die.
I woke up this morning thinking about a good, no he’s not good, he’s one of the best, he is a Sillimanian writer, who didn’t accept my Facebook friend request by the way- which really broke my heart, going back, as usual I felt like a useless hag, not even capable of writing a good news article for my Communication 21 class.
How can I be such a failure?
My news writing teacher once said something like this, a good writer has never been contented with what he or she wrote.
I still am not convinced that I am not a good writer, I know that you too aren’t, but what I am trying to say here (in case you didn’t get it) is that writing is expressing yourself, it doesn’t matter how good or bad you are, if it makes you happy, go.



♥princessngaako

Letting Go

Ever felt like you have to let go of a dream? You're already holding it but you have to let it go because of some reasons?

That was how I felt a few minutes ago.


I don't want to talk about it, all I want to say is that I'm so thankful because I have wonderful friends who are there, willing to help me out.



Thank you Lord God for wonderful friends.
♥princessngaako

summer 2k9

I have nothing to write in here, but I really just want to post something.

Summer had been uneventful, so far, no action yet, EXCEPT me reading more than 7 novels in less than 2 weeks out of boredom (if you consider that as an 'event')

In the 13th (next week, Monday) I'd be back at SU and I'd be having my summer classes (Monday-Saturday), I'd be taking up BC 12 and History 52. Am I going to have a boring summer? I hope not (a cute classmate will solve my problem) XD

I miss school, I hate staying at home, I feel so useless when I'm at home.
I'm looking forward to having much fun at school.

Anyways I want to share this message I received from a close friend.
6 words women use:

01. FINE- the word women use to end an argument when they are right, and you need to shut up.
02. 5 MINUTES- if she is getting dressed, this means half an hour.
03. NOTHING- this is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguemtns that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
04. GO AHEAD- this is a dare, not a permission. DON'T DO IT!
05. LOUD SIGH- this means she thinks you're an idiot.
06. THAT'S OKAY- this means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistakes.

I can totally relate with "fine" and "nothing". haha.
Tell me what you think about it. *wink*

P.S.
thank you for visiting my blog though I had
been inactive for the past few weeks.
I promise to visit yours next week and I'll update my
links too, next week.

thank you and God Bless. (:
♥princessngaako

my life lately. :)

MONDAY

January 5 - the first day of school, it's my tita Dee and cousin BJ's birthdays. Aside from a very stressful day. I haven't done anything worth writing for. HAHA.
I had an examination on Communication 16. I think I did ok. HAHA.


TUESDAY

January 6 - turned out to be a very exciting but tiring day. I usually have a lot of fun during TTh because I only have two subjects (9-10 am and 4:00-5:30). This day, I hot oiled my hair, together with Ube and Paul. It was so much fun. Rock on Arnel Pineda! HAHAHA.
Tawyn, Totot and I also ate ice cream at Panda.


WEDNESDAY
January 7 - I had two long quizzes this day. One on proving identities (Math) and the other one is on Basic Communication (BC) 11. Aninz birthday is also today, I hurried taking the BC examination so that I could go and partyy. :)


THURSDAY
January 8 - I didn't attend P.E. today because I lost my shirt and I can't find my shoelace. HAHA. Pathetic reasons. Mel and I learned how to dis/assemble m16 today, and we planted trees for ROTC. The whole experience was so FUN!
At 6, my fellow batch mates of Silliman University Corps of Campus Ambassadors (SUCCA) had our meeting for our project proposal at McDonald's. We had so much fun. We named our batch McNuggets because there are five of us, and if you order a McNugget you will have 5. So that's it. hahaha.


FRIDAY
January 9 - I haven't done anything special. Just printed a few pics for ROTC and bought dinner at Manang Siony's.


SATURDAY
January 8 - ROTC. :(


SUNDAY

January 9
>at 1:30 RJ and I officiated an Inter-dorm Scrabble game.
>at 3 we cleaned the chairs at Religion rooms for 30 pts. for the Midterm Examinations.





♥princessngaako

things I love about college

I've been earlier to school today, I had LBM and I'm sleep, and yeah I'm a "college girl".
My life's getting a bit complicated but I'm lovin' it. I haven't been posting anything here for a while because I'm messed up. lol.

Things I LOVE about being in college:
*I'm gonna have my laptop. XD
*I have control over my life.
*The cute guys I always see in class, and my crush from Iraq. lol.
*I have super nice classmates.
*I am doing the things I really want to do!
*I am with über cool, nice and sweet room mates.
*I have instant ate's in the dorm.
*and a lot more!
Though all the homeworks, extra curricular activities, ROTC and the dreadful quizzes there a lot of things to love in college, like my crush. <33


♥princessngaako

College Fevah!

Class Schedule

MWF:
07:30-08:30am / BC 11 / AH 405
10:00-11:00am / REL 11 / AH 206
11:00-12:00am / PSYCH 11 / AH 212
01:00-02:00pm / MATH 11 / SC 334

TTH:
07:00-08:00am / COM 15 / CM PM1
09:00-10:00am / PE 11
01:00-02:30pm / SPCH 11 / AS 312
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PEP 1 / 3:00-4:00pm / only on Mondays

whew! That's it, my class schedule, and by the way, NSTP is every Saturday. I still can't believe that I'm gonna be in college! This is like a dream. Gawd, I can't wait!

"enrolled"

I enrolled myself at Silliman yesterday- err, yeah, it wasn't really me because manang Cedes was there and she was the one who keeps on talking to people and ask directions, but I was the one who filled up the form, ofcourse, I saw the glorious moment when finally, the student in the desk stamped "enrolled" in my receipt, right at that very moment, I knew, there is no turning back, I'm gonna be a college girl and I have to stand in my two oversized foot. lol. I'm gonna post my class schedule later I guess. Hah! College na ako!